Chapter 17: Letting Go

I'm starting a new story but don't worry this will still be my main one, hopefully i'll get the first few chapter up in the next few days :) Again, thanks for all the comments :D.

It keeps squashing up my writing at the bottom, sorry guys :(.

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Jen's POV

''You heard what I fucking said,'' Jordan spoke, getting right up into Carter's face. I knew that I'd have to expalin everything to him and I also knew that it'd make Jordan very mad. The guys standing further down the corridor obviously noticed the confrontation and made their way towards us.

''I think you better leave,'' Sid interjected whilst getting in the middle of Jordan and Carter. I watched as Carter shot me a look, one that told me this wasn't going to be the last I saw of him.

''Alright, alright, I'm going,'' Carter shook his head slowly and held his hands up which I noticed were extremely sweaty. I was surprised. This was not the Carter I knew. The Carter I knew never backed down from anything or anyone. I was also worried. Worried about what he had up his sleeve, I knew he was planning something, I just had to figure out what it was.

As Jordan turned to look at me, I could see that he was worried aswell, not worried about Carter but worried about me. My emotions were all over the place, and I burst into tears, for the second time in two consecutive days. What was happening to me? I never cried, not ever. As the tears streamed down my face like rapidly flowing river, I felt strong arms wrap themselves around me, I burried my head in his chest and let him hold me. We just stood there for what seemed like forever. It was at this point I realised, I was falling for him.

I looked at him and as he knew what I was thinking. He plainly told me to wait for him at his SUV after the game. That was it. I walked up the stairs making my way to the box, where I'd been told I was sitting. I sat down next to Liz.

''I'm so sorry Jen but your dad's doctor just called, he's only up to seeing one visitor tonight. I know you wanted to see him, too make sure he's ok for yourself but I'm sure he'll call tonight anyway,'' She said as I turned and looked at her, this news had no affect on me, our bond wasn't strong enough yet for me to care. This in itself was upsetting for me. I had no feeling towards him.

''Fine.'' I stated. No other words could be said.

I concentrated on the game infront of me, watching number 11 like a hawk. I could tell he was frustrated, he was skating with an intensity unmatched by any other player on the ice. It was a turn on, plain and simple. By the end of the game we had won, 3-1. Jordan getting a goal and an assist. I waited for around 10 minutes, just sitting in my seat, sipping some ice cold water from a bottle before making my way to the car park. He was already there, and the engine was running.

I got in and silently we drove, not daring to look in each others directions. I needed a release. I knew exactly what I wanted.

''Take me to your appartment,'' I said. Trying to make clear what I wanted. I was emotional and I needed to get it all out in the only way I knew how.

''I think we should talk about what happened,'' He looked at me with an unreadable expression on his face.

''You don't understand, I deal with things this way.'' His eyes were concentrated on the road, he made no attempt at replying but I hoped he caught my drift.

Following the route to his front door, the same one we had taken the night before. We entered his appartment. I slid off my shoes and jacket, him doing the same. He walked up the hallway to the familiar bedroom.

He looked at me, in his eyes I saw compassion, he wanted me but not in a hungry way. He moved towards me painfully slowly. Brushing a small strand from behind my ear, I felt him nibbled at my ear.

''Let's do this the right way,'' His breath was hot and it made me moan just feeling him so close to me. He caught my moan in a kiss so passionate, I was sure I'd never feel something like this ever again. I wrapped my arms around his neck, running them through his hair. He brought a hand up and brushed my cheek.

''You are so beautiful.'' He whispered softly.

Chapter 16: Destruction.

Hey guys, well school stops in a little over a week, so i'll be able to write a whole lot more :D.



LOVE the comments :) Keep them coming :D.



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Jordan's POV

When she turned around to look at the man standing behind Lily, who worked at front desk, her smile faded. She stopped dead. I could see the look of sadness in her eyes. For a moment I thought she was going to pass out, but I could tell she was gathering her thoughts together, trying to figure out what to do. I could see the man behind her smirking at her, although I didn't know who he was, I knew she couldn't of been expecting him. He stood at around 6''1 tall, wearing black dress pants & a white shirt with his top button undone, a suit jacket drapped over one of his arms. He looked smug, I hated that.

Jen's POV

I was trying to work out how on Earth he had the nerve to come after me- knowing what he did . . . . . . . . . . .

Flashback . .

I ran. Taking off my shoes, and not stopping till I was back in my own appartment. Setting myself down on the couch and crying. Tears flowing like a river down my face, I couldn't help it. I trusted him, I trusted her and they both betrayed me. I heard a knock at the door, I figured it would be my mother, she was always forgeting her keys. Drying my eyes, I opened the door.

''Hey sweetheart, I think we need to have little chat,'' Carter said as he barged his way past me.

''GET THE FUCK OUT!'' I screamed at him, not caring if anyone heard.

''What did you just say?'' He said with agression in his eyes.

''You fucking heard me,'' I said.

As the words left my mouth he darted at me, dragging me by the hair further into my appartment.

''You better not say a word to anyone, princess,'' He spat as he held me up against the wall, his body crushing into mine. He pushed his lips to mine and I bit his bottom lip. I knew I was aggrevating him. He grabbed onto my wrists, throwing me across the room. Sending me hurtling into my oak wood coffee table. He made a run towards me, shoving his foot into my right side, I couldn't breath! Repeatedly kicking me at least 5 times. He got down on his knees and pressed his face to mine.

''Not a word,'' He whispered whilst tapping my cheek. Images running through my head, moments with my family, friends and even him. I thought this was it, I was surely going to die.

''Jen. Jen, are you awake?'' I heard as I slowly opened my eyes. I heard a beeping noise, and saw my family surrounding me.

''Mmmm, where am I?'' I said gruffly, I probably had half a dozen painkillers working on me.

''In hospital honey, you were attacked, we think it was a burglar,'' My mom said, she believed this but I knew the truth.

End of Flashback.

He approached me and pulled me into a hug. I tensed up immediately. He knew he was getting to me and he was probably loving it.

''Stay away from me,'' I said as calmly as I could. Thinking that getting angry would only send him into a rage. He didn't move. I looked at Jordan hoping he could see the pain filling my eyes. The tears were starting to fall. I was weak.

''Back off.'' Jordan stated. Carter just turned to look at him. I was worried, Carter had always been the jealous type, if he smelled even a hint of affection between Jordan and I, it would set him off.

''Excuse me?'' Carter spat. I knew this wasn't going to end peacefully . . . . . . . . .

Chapter 15: The Past.

Just a short update, i'm a little busy tonight with homework.

Thanks guys for all the comments, they just make me want to continue writing :).

Also, way to go pens :).

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Jen's POV

The look of pure jealousy in Jordan's eyes made me want to go over there push him up against the wall and have him right there and then but I wanted to get him going. So I casually walked by him and looked at him, undressing him with my eyes and he locked my gaze. I motioned for him to follow me, I turned not bothering to look back and see if he had risen, I knew he couldn't resist me, although I was also sure he knew I couldn't resist him either.

Walking down the corridor I had strolled along not a few minutes earlier, I heard a someone call my name, I turned.

''Miss Bylsma, theres someone here to see you,'' I looked at the small woman and then I saw a familiar face behind her, someone I thought I had left behind.

Flashback

''Are you sure your going to be ok? Its a getting dark.'' my friend Fiona said to me as she walk into the lobby of her building.

''Sweetie, I'll be fine. It only 3 blocks away,'' I replied, knowing she was the type who would worry until I called her the next morning.

Walking the three blocks to my boyfriends appartment, I though about how lucky I was. I had an amazing boyfriend, a picture perfect house and the best friend any girl could want. Her name was Francesca, she was stunning but she knew it, she was always there for me but whenever a guy was around, she became very flirtacious, this was something that had always annoyed me.

I reached Carter's building, I was way to early for our supper, but I decided I would surprise him, he'd always liked surprises. Getting in the elevator and pushing the button for the 23rd floor, I couldn't wait to see him.

Putting the key he had given me at Christmas time in the lock, I turned the key and walked a few paces in. There they were. On the rug infront of the blazing fire, him on top of her. They stopped. Looked. Then I ran.

End of Flashback

''Hey Jenny, long time no see,'' The man said. I guess I was the one being surprised tonight . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

GO PENS !!!

Just had to post a little something of my own to celebrate the Pens winning the Stanley Cup!

Absolutely amazing, I was on the edge of my seat for the whole game, actually screaming at the tv, haha!

WOOO! GO PENS !!!!!!

Chapter 14: Surprises.

Ok, so I was sitting in English today and I was talking to one of my friends Louise and an idea for a new story came to me, but I've decided to continue with this and post the new story once I've got to maybe chapter 30 on this one. I think writing two stories just now might distract me from this one, which I wouldn't want happening, what do you guys think?


Thanks for all the amazing comments, they make me want to just sit and write all day but sadly I can't, school stops in two and a half weeks though then I'll have alot more time to write. Thanks again for the comments :D.

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Jordan's POV

Well that didn't exactly go to plan. Understatement of the century there, Jordan. I checked the time 2:08am. I have an early practice tomorow morning, brilliant. I wonder who'll take it now coach is in hospital? We've got a game tomorow night aswell. Shit, that means Jen will be there. I guess she does have a right to be angry. I just let her walk out, but on the other hand I came straight over in the middle of the night and I scaled a tree for her. I feel like I should stand my ground on this one but knowing the way she makes me feel when she walks into a room, I know I have no chance of winning with her.

Jen's POV

Waking up the next morning having had a restless nights sleep, I was strangely happy. Jumping out of bed and slipping on a robe, I put in my earphones and turned on my ipod, immediately playing 'Good Girls Go Bad By Cobra Starship'. I was dancing around my bedroom and shuffling around the upstairs hall, dancing down the stairs and into the kitchen. Putting bread in the toaster and still shaking my ass, I turned round only to find half the Pittsburgh Penguins in my sitting around the table, at that point they all burst out laughing. I could feel my face burning.

''What? Have you never done that before?'' I asked with a smile on my face. I knew that at least half the men in the room probably did it before a game. I was sure that the Rangers did it aswell.

''All the time,'' A guy I recalled as being called Max sayed with a smile and wink on his face.

I turned and walked back out the door, deciding that now I probably couldn't go back in and get my toast. I did however notice that Jordan was missing. Guess he's a little scared of me after last night. I fell back into bed, falling back into a deep sleep. Around 4pm I was awoken by Liz.

''Your dad won't be out of hospital for another few days, but he wants you to go the game tonight, we'll stop by the hospital after it.'' She spoke in quiet manner, but I could tell she still very worried about him, as was I.

''Jordan's a bad boy, make sure you don't get hurt. Although that sort of guy has always turned me on!'' She sayed as she began to turn and leave. As she passed through the door she turned again giving me a glowing smile, at that point I knew. Liz and I would become great friends.

Drifting in and out of sleep, I finally decided to get up and looking at the time I woke up not a minute to soon, it was 6:00pm! We were leaving at 6:30, running into the shower and quickly washing my hair and body. I dried and straightened my hair, threw on jeans, a shirt, leaving a few buttons open, but not too many, and pushing on a pair of tan heels. I was surprised at how I looked, I had no make-up on and I didn't look half bad.

Arriving at the arena I left Liz and she told me go on into the locker room. I saw what I assumed were the wives and girlfriends turn and look at me with sympathetic smiles. I was thankful when Sid shouted me over.

''Are you ok?'' He spoke softly with a worried look on his.

''I'm ok,'' I replied as brought me into a warm hug, pressing his body into mine, and somehow I felt the urge to do the same.

I turned and saw those blue eyes piercing into me from across the room.

Jordan's POV

I saw her walk into the room and Sid immediately shouted her over. I was sure he had a thing for her. Only my heart raced and I felt a feeling of jealousy when I saw him pull her into a hug, that was when she turned and saw me staring at them. She began walking my way, I had to say something. I grabbed onto her arm.

''We need to talk,'' I said, sure she could see the jealousy seething out of me, she turned, winked and motioned for me to follow her . . . . . . . . . . . . .

Chapter 13: Standing Up.

Thanks for the ideas :D! Love the comments keep them coming :). Just a short update to fill the gap between my next big update, I'm quite excited about chapter 14 :D.

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''What the hell do you think your doing?'' I shouted at him. He obviously thought he could just walk in and I would just roll over. Well he had another thing coming, there was no way on earth that he was getting away with practically ignoring me when his friends arrived. What kind of person does that? Just looks at you and lets you walk out into the street, by yourself at 12am. Anything could of happened to me!


''Well I did come to apologise but if thats your attitude then I don't think I'll bother.'' He sayed. Wtf. He's giving me a hard time for having a fucking attitude when he was so ignorant towards me.


''Are you kidding me right now? You think I have an attitude then clearly you need to take a good look in the mirror. I think you should leave. NOW!'' I heard myself say forcefully enough to make him see that I was serious.


''You know what, I don't know why I bothered wasting my time with you. Your beautiful but a fucking psycho bitch. Call me when you see your therapist or something!'' He retaliated. I was mad now. He had the nerve to say a thing like that.


''You think I don't have enough to deal with? My dad nearly died and you come in here, all high and mighty, calling me a psycho! You obviously though I'd just forgive you, well sweetie you got another thing coming!'' I sayed with a little smirk on my face. I was not about to let him win this battle. I began pushing him out of the room and trying to get him down the stairs, all the while trying to hold my towel up.


''I'm going, theres no need to man handle me out the door, but seriously though - call me when your back in normal mode,'' He sayed whilst backing out the front door, turning around with a wink and slamming the door behind him.


Ughhhhhh!! He thought that was just a game, well one things for sure - I will NOT be calling him anytime soon. Returning to my room and pulling on shorts and a tank top, blew out the candles and unplugged the bath. I slid into bed and shut my eyes, knowing that a certain boy would more than likely plague my dreams tonight . . . . . . . .